Wednesday....................

Man. I'm slightly lazy today. This is not good, not good at all.
I have a meeting from 12 to 2:30 about creating a long-term plan for our department. The first steps of this are analyzing our strengths and weaknesses as well as opportunities and threats...in other words, a SWOT analysis. I'm on the sleepy side and had a cruel headache plague me all day so far. I am floating in the gray space and want to slip into a coma. Man, I was sleeping well. I didn’t want to wake up. Life seems more real when all of your senses can participate.

One of my best friends discovered that her marriage is not real. That everything that she has with this man has been based on a lie. Men like that have no idea the damage that they do to some one. I haven’t really taken the time to sit down and analyze what I would do. What I would do if I was to find out that my husband of a year was already married to someone else. The rest of my day was cool. DeAndre came to see me while I was over my good friend’s house. My kids and I ate some barbeque. I was cool and blowin some good dotty and shooting the shit and doing a little file sharing. Ended the day on a positive tip.

A Poem

Laying on her side she draped her leg over his thigh.
Her head on his shoulder, his hands on her breasts...
Her fingers lightly tracing the tattooed name
on his bare chest
His past etched into his mind like waves
Of grass on the prairie
He curled his arm around her smooth back;
resting his hand on her ribs to feel its rise and fall.
Her softness as smooth as a baby skin
They smile at the rise and fall of their chests.
He said while trying to catch his
breath, "Where'd you learn that?"
She giggled softly, "You didn't like it?"
He said, "Climb on and show me again."

Things I've discovered since last Monday:

The nice young men from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints will fall right off their bicycles when you flash them your boobs through the window.

Lesson:

A bored me is a dangerous me.

Random Confession:

The older I get the less I care what people
think about what I say and do.

Lunch:

Chips and Sweet Tea
Turkey, Ham & Cheddar on white bun