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What’s up Blogger Fam. This blogging thing is new to me and i have not really figured if I am doing this right. Bare with me. I like to read blogs. Have been for a couple of years. Figured it was my time to let the world hear my mouth. Some days I will be in good moods and I will be talking about the job, just shooting the shit, asking questions, my man, my kids and quest on stepping up my game and playing my aces.
I had a good visit on Friday with my main dude. He is locked up on some bullshit and he was definitely in a different mood on Friday. He told me that his nightmares are back. I sighed. Because I have been doing this for about 3 years. I have been knowing him for 11 years. He and I have been through some things. I love him to death. Wanna talk endurance?
Wait for a man to come home from prison. Not just wait. But walk with him through that time. What how he changes, his emotional state, his ups and his downs. Your moods, your changes, your emotional state. Folks look at the situation from the outside looking in and say, shit…if it was me…. I would leave his ass….. I holla when you come back or see you when you hit the bricks nigga! Some folks kill me. But its real though…I am absolutely doing my mans time with him...but that doesn’t mean I have given anything up, except physical time with him...He knows me well and told me that he will not expect me to be alone through out the time he is away and will understand if I find someone to do my thing… he did not/does not expect me to stop my life. Just as if the situations were reversed, I would not be so selfish as to expect him to stop his life. I do not own him, and he does not own me. We are all human, and having that human touch is simply human nature, In My Mind Only. Whether you decide to be with someone intimately or not is on your conscience, not anyone else's. Well, Damn.
My first blog and I am sure that I have left something for ya mind. Get at me!

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